[AnneJ68]

I just found this thread. First off I'm sorry for your loss, I know it had to be hard. Second congrats on your new puppy I don't know which one in the littler is yours but they are all beautiful, I hope July gets here fast for you.

As for you question. With puppies I cannot relate. However I can relate with premature loss. 6 months is way too soon to say goodbye. I have 2 beautiful daughters 16 and 12. Before I had my eldest I suffered 2 miscarriages. The second I was 3 months along and took a major toll on me physically and emotionally. Doctors pinpointed what my issue was and several months later I was pregnant with Katie, took the needed medication to get us 4 months into the pregnancy and thus knocking my odds of loss at that point right in line with the general population of women with no pregnancy issues. Until I had her in my arms I was not convinced I would see her healthy and alive.

You suffered a tragic problem with your puppy from what I'm guessing was a liver shunt since this is what you are worried about. It's human nature, if you have encountered something once, you expect lightening to strike again. Until you get that puppy and your vet assures he is healthy, you will worry. Best advice is to do the best you can to stay positive. Pray to God for peace while you wait for what I truly believe is one of his 4-legged angels he places on this earth for us. And of course you can always come to this wonderful community for support.

I hope this helps and puts some things into perspective for you. What you are experiencing is natural.

Can't wait to see more pictures as your new baby grows.

Praying for God's peace for you while you wait.