[Ponyup]

Again I'm young and don't know much so take this litely. I went through a period of a month or so where I fell for another guy (I didn't do anything), but the site of my husband litterally made my stomach turn. I didn't feel anything for him and I thought we were done. I didn't know how to tell him so I was waiting til I got the words right and one night I went to bed and woke up more in love with him than ever. I don't know what happened and it sounds like you've been feeling this way for a longer time. My biggest thing was I didn't feel wanted and I wanted to find someone that would want me while I still could. You need to figure out deep down why you don't want him anymore. I would start by writing in a journal how you feel at certain times. The reason I started to feel this way is because I started to feel trapped. At that time I was trapped in a dead end job, trapped in a relationship, trapped in a town I hated and I was suffocating. You may also feel trapped because of the kids or lack of financial independence you need to figure out if it's really your husband or something else that's making you feel this way. I wish I had advise of how to do this. I just wanna say I know how you feel. I wish you luck that you find happiness.