I'm sorry you are feeling this way!!! Do I ever? OH YES! I moved to the US to be with my American husband. My whole family and all my friends are over in the Netherlands. I feel like I'm losing touch more with every week that goes by. I talk to my mom once a week for about 20 minutes (she calls my cell). But it's hard to share when your lives are soooo different and you have to keep switching languages. I email my brothers and sisters, but you know how that goes. There are stretches of weeks that we don't hear from one another. And as for my friends, I see and speak them about once a year. And it feels like I've never left. But it's hard knowing you are kind of growing apart... I have a lot of 'feeling blue' moments. Especially when a big event happened in their lives (like with your friend). Like my brother graduating from high school, like my sister having a new boyfriend who I have never met, or my friends getting married. But most of all, my sister has M.S. and I am really sad that I can't be with her and help her out.
Anyway, I know how you feel. Just try hard to stay in contact with those you love!
__________________  Trixie |