[yorkietalkjilly]

Judy, my heart just breaks reading about your loss of your babies. I know this is awful for you right now! But reading about what happened is so sad. Was just like a slam in the gut reading that and imaging that happening to any of my dogs I've ever had and got sick remembering back when I lost Jilly. You and those two babies have been through heck and back and so much pain. All I can say is I'll be praying hard for you and that you can feel peace that you did all that you could and that's all one can do. We know when we get them that their lives are all too brief and then they leave us but that leaving scars us for good. It's just so hard right now to see that some day we do begin to heal as time passes and that passing sure does take it's time coming.

I know not many other people understand how we doglovers feel about our dogs but we here all know exactly what you are having to go through and how you hurt and feel so empty and want those babies back healthy right now. We know you would give your house and car to get them back for one hour. We know how in 5 years you will remember something about one of them and cry. We know your arms feel empty. We know how you feel guilty you couldn't save them somehow even when you did all you could. We know they are like losing a close friend. And we know the loss never leaves but you do have the sweetness of the time with them to hang on to forever and that does make having these little special friends all worth it. I'm with you, girl, in spirit and every way I can be. Hugs to you, sweet, sweet lady.