I'm so sorry Valerie! I know it must be hard.... friends come and go and sometimes it's hard to deal with all the change.... I too have a friend that this has happened to me and it is sooooooo hard to deal, it gets better, just remember that things happen for a reason and I honmestly hope everything gets better for you, true friends are hard to come by...
haAA HAA mY BEST FRIEND that I talk about is Valerie too.. .how funny..