I'm sorry.
I used to be kinda like that, but still could get through. It has gotten better over the years. I just never liked randomly talking to strangers over a phone. My heart would even race, My cardio meds may be the only thing stopping that from happening now. Who knows.
Don't feel like you have to answer this, but do you take something tor axiety... That might help you.
Still to this day I put business calls off as long as possible.
I agree though. They may get suspicious and are just trying to protect their pups. Wouldan inperson meeting be easier?
Could you take a pill and then do it?