I'm so sorry that it hurts so much without Heidi.  We lost Ashley 2.5 years ago one month shy of her seventeenth birthday, and we miss her so.  They remain such a huge part of our hearts and our memories, and I'm so grateful for that.  You are among people here who truly understand your loss, and we are here to help you.  We have to cope with the pain of loss, but love truly lasts forever.     |