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Originally Posted by AngelFae Yep, it is TERRIBLE to have your body falling apart more and more every day and you can't do anything about it THEN to have people tell you that you are "faking" it and just want attention. My sister refuses to go on any drugs to "control" her pain issues- she uses meditation and exercise. She also "bloomed" from about 120lbs to just over 200 because of her issues but lost a lot of it SUPER quickly this past year when her RSD caused her to start having soy and wheat intolerances. You lose weight pretty quickly when practically everything you eat makes you ill! =(
Like she says, staying positive is the only way to get through it but sometimes you just have to snap for a few days. (Her days like that usually come when she has overworked herself and ends up partially paralyzed for a few days.)
So anyway, (((GENTLE HUGS))) to you, again and I hope that you are able to have a nice relaxing weekend. =) |
My snap times are fun for others lol
I become evil but in a nice way... Like one night when I was in a snap mode a girl asked me in front of a group why I did not like her... Bad timing... I nicely and calmly stated because I found her to be a sorry excuse for a woman and a mother because she did not pay attention to her kids when we were at a lake house one day and they could not swim and were in the lake as she wondered off to drink, that she was rude and disrespecting because she did not help the women cook or clean but she was the first person to make sure she had a plate piled high with food she wasted and then I turned to her boyfriend that she treats like crap and told him he was a good man and could do so much better and we only hung out with her so we could hang out with him and of course since I can't stop once I start I also had to tell her she had the largest forehead I had ever seen and that she might want to consider stopping wearing her hair pulled back.
It just happens and then the next day I feel bad for being so evil but nothing I can do at that point.
Weight part I was kinda lucky, when they put me on the medicine for my tumor I was told it would cause me to gain even more weight and my breast size to shrink.... I left that office that day depressed because the 200 lbs and cup size C size 14 or 16 was bad enough and it was killing my knees.... 3 months after being on the medicine I went back for a check up 140 lbs wearing Jr's size 7 and cup size DD... Which after 9 years same weight BUT cup size G!!!! Grrrrr