Alisha, I'm sorry the lady did this to you. Is there a guarantee that she won't change her mind again? If you know she won't change her mind again, I think you should take that 7 month little girl.
I'm so sorry all of this is messing with your panic attacks. And I know you are on info overload from all of us putting in our suggestions, but here is a brief reason why I think you shoud take the 7 month old...
I think it's what you really want. From reading all that you've written, I think your heart wants the 7 month old. Ask for your deposit back...can't hurt to ask.
Praying for your peace of mind and that the decision will come to you soon.
__________________ Terri, proud mom to Mandie  & Shelby-Dale  |