[cajungal]

I am so sorry to hear about your baby. How are you holding up? I just lost my yorkie of 13 and half year this past June. She had kidney failure. We knew there was no hope, but yet we kept trying to hold on to her. We took her to the vet 3 times a week for fluid injections. It was heartbreaking watching my lively little yorkie deterioate before my eyes. We could not bring ourselves to do it because she started to look like she was better. Started playing with her toys and barking again. Then, she took a quick turn for the worse only a few days after my birthday. She could not stand up without falling because she was so weak. Yellow fluid started coming out of her mouth and she could not even eat. Her normal 4 pound weight went down to 2 pounds. And Lacey knew this was the end. I will never forget the last day I saw her alive. She became very clingy and took her last bit of strength to get out of her doggy bed and pawed at my mom to pick her up. She held her in her lap almost all night. I kissed her little forehead, told her how much I loved her, would never forget her and would see her again over the rainbow bridge. My mom brought Lacey to the vet the next morning and put her out of her misery. I just recently purchased another yorkie that I named; Chloe. But, will never, ever forget my first yorkie Lacey. She will always hold a special place in my heart. Your baby is just beautiful and I will be thinking of you in this difficult time.