Thanks everyone. My dad death has been a tough one I always try to stay very positive. But this one is hard. It makes you think what's it all for. We all are heading there. Sorry just a little pity party for me.
And as for dh just when you see a little light. It gets taken away. But in the long run hopefully he will be much better. And he does have a great surgeon. That expression when it rains it pours. Is very true right now.
On a happier note I think I may get my Christmas tree out today. And spend time with my animals that always helps me. Last night the dogs all three cuddled right up to me. Now how can you be down when you have that much love

. Hope you all have a great day.