Maybe she doesn't like to be held?
The crested I have is very afraid of being held, he shiveres because he's afraid of hights poor thing, so he backs up and doesn't wanna let us hold him.
Grab her favorite treat and teach her to come to you when you call, if she comes she gets a treat, DON'T always hold her when she comes, only when you need to
It's not good to hold small dogs too much, only do it when you need to.