Several posts back you said you didn't know why you were being so selfish and sweetie that is the last thing you are being. I think you are being wonderfully compasionate! This is not a decision most people can just leap into. You are now try to make your heart and mind work in the same direction. Please, please be happy about the incredible life that this lovely lady, Flossie, has lived. She has been a joy to you and your Mother and you still have that and always will!! Her former self is what lives on in your memories. The shell of her former self that she has become is what is tearing you up. Love and comfort her for her remaining days and when the day comes, I am certain that you heart will be at peace.
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Lily and Dawn |