I am so sorry for your loss and having a tough time. You can not blame yourself or have too many 'What ifs' I did the same thing when we lost our dear Keally that I did not sleep anymore. I would go to my vet and cry and ask what if we did this? Please don't beat yourself up like I did. Little Ace is probably running with my Keally waiting til the day we meet again.I also found a wonderful breeder and did go on and got another little angel.Hugs to you and from my little angel Kinder too. Susan |