[Coton Momma]

I understand. Please PM me IF you want to talk. I lost my darling boy Border Collie for a similar problem this Feb. It was not anyone's fault, my vet came home from an hour away ASAP on a Sunday. We then took him to THE BEST place in the area, an hour and a half away. We dropped over 5K trying to save him.

I waited seven years for him. He was bred by my dear friend. We paid to bring him over from Denmark (almost 2K) He was the PERFECT dog for me. I had Angel too then but she was a toy and he was my friend. HE MADE ME FEEL SAFE. He was the child of my heart.

When I lost him I went in to a deep deep depression. Not able to get out of bed depression. When I realized I was missing days it scared me to death. Just try to go one minute at a time, one hour at a time, one day at a time. Find small tasks to start and complete. I can do this one thing. IF YOU NEED TO GO SEE SOMEONE.

Again, I am always willing to talk.