What a wonderful, supportive community this is! I greatly appreciate all the thoughtful replies.
Unfortunately, I've had a terrible day and I'm devastated. I took both pups out for potty and a walk today, and a car starting startled Jake and he wrestled out of his collar and ran away. I grabbed Roxy and tried to catch up. For a moment she had wriggled out of her collar, too, and I had two dogs on the loose in an urban area. I got Roxy safely back, but I lost Jake. He was running away full speed down busy streets. I drove around for hours, put up 50+ flyers, walked around calling his name, called the animal shelter and SPCA. I broke the news to my gf on the phone tonight, and while she was understanding that this was an accident, I feel just numb and devastated. I feel terrible for bringing this sadness to her life. I cried and cried tonight, and I haven't cried in years. I feel so guilty.
I hope for his safe return. |