[gemy]

Jeanie, I've been up, then I've been down. Coping okay I guess. Living through the first times. The first time we've gone to a park she loved, and she is no longer with us.
The repetitive times I forget and I come home, all happy, and say Hey Ya boys n girls...stumble again.

The times when I'm asked well how many dogs do you have; I stumble upon the answer of 2 now.

I'm not so angry right now at Cancer. But I am obsessively checking over our other animals.

Thankfully the memory of her laying so exhausted, so drained, on the floor at the vets when we euthanized her, is slowly being replaced by other, much finer memories. Surprisingly it is the memory of her tail wagging. I can see it so so clearly. That long plume of a graceful tail. So evocative of her emotions.

I truly don't question our decision. Just sometimes question a Universe, that seems to take away our dogs way before their time. We had so much left to do. So many mornings to greet each other.

Thank you so much for asking.