You just don't know how it feels to read all the positivity and help you all have offerered. I am crying tears of happiness right now. My bestfriend just stopped by as well, she has a bully pit, 10 weeks, he drives her crazy, but she even said (she also has 3 kids) it gets better. Right now marley is biting my feet, he pooped in the hallway, and he is a bit insane with the things he choses to bite, but I swear...I dont want to drive back to the breeder and give him back. This was m choice. I live on a quiet neighborhood kinda block and almost everyone has a dog (huge dogs!) Surely I can do this like the rest of them, even if I am an only child. Thank you to everyone who said something to get me through this phase.....I go from being completely in love to just wanting to drive the 1 30mins to give him back. He is a mess, he drives me crazy, and right now he is getting in something, but I am starting to feel like I can't see this apt with out his stinkin butt. Everything happens for a reason, from day one it seemed destined for me to have him. Thank you to those who really considered how I felt in this, and who know that I love him with everything in me. And to those who inboxed me saying they feel the same way......I can vouch...it does get better. My day feels better already now that I have decided I am NOT giving him back to the breeder
He is stuck with me, and the way he is licking my toes, I dont think he minds.