I have been keeping up with your thread and thinking of you.
The new friends that you have made here will never tire of hearing about Cosmo. Those of us here on YT understand what it is to loose a furfriend. A year ago I lost Bunkey (4.5 lb poodle) her was the light of my life. I thought that I would never stop hurting and could not even function. All I could do was cry. The loss effected me so deeply that my husband insisted that I get a new baby. All of the feelings that you have described is exactly how I felt. Then Mina came into my life, she is nothing like Bunkey. Our relationship is still being built into something special. It may sound silly but I have spent time talking to her and telling her about Bunkey. She looks at me with understanding eyes as though she knows the pain that I went through. As though she is saying "I understand and I can be your little girl"
I will keep praying that your heart will not hurt as much and that,when you are ready, the perfect little friend will be there to help in the healing. |