[ash04ley]

OH, how i wish i could find a different job!! For my age, and the jobs available around here, my job is extremely good. I've moved up pretty high in the past couple years. With that said, I also dislike my job very much and its something i would have never dreamed of doing. I have been job searching for a long time with no luck.

I also do not plan on becoming a reputable breeder anytime soon, although Yorkies have been my passion since the first one i met when i was just a young girl, and i really do see Yorkies in my future, for the rest of my life. I have put so much time into learning every thing I can. So, it is agreeable that I should not continue to go any further with it until I am able to dedicate all the time that is needed to be there 24/7. I also would love to be able to travel to shows and such to see the perfect standard one by one and continue to understand the breed. I wish so much that i could be home for the first two weeks or so with them and Pheobe.

I cant change what is, at least not now. Right now all im trying to do is everything I can to make sure mom and pups are safe and make sure there is nothing to compromise that.

I just cant believe the chances of her possibly having them one the ONE DAY that I cannot be at home for... oh how torturous fate is..

SIDE NOTE: her temp at 9 a.m. is 99.3 (still no drop)