I lost one of my little girls to congestive heart failure, and I was devastated. I am so very sorry. I understand why your heart is breaking so much. Each little one is so different, and they are all so special. It is because you love Bumper so much that you want to have another baby to love. You won't ever replace your little guy, but it doesn't mean you won't fall head over heels in love with another baby. I lost my last little girl in June almost two years ago. Ashley was a month shy of seventeen, and it was a great loss to us. A close friend of mine, who understood what losing our baby meant to us, sent us this video. It really helped me, and I hope it helps you. I am so sorry for your loss. As you've already discovered, love lasts forever.