[Yorkiemom1]

So very hard.....my precious little Bumper died in my arms a year ago, from heart failure.....my heart still aches for him.....you never "get over them"....the jagged edges of the pain you feel do seem to soften, finally, it doesnt "catch your breath" when you think of them.....but you never forget them. And when you feel like your heart has healed enough to bring in a new little fella, when you get that craving, that yearning, to wake up each morning with a baby to start your day with you, then you will know you are ready to move on....NEVER forgetting little Axl, never with the intent of replacing the precious little soul, just willing and wanting to allow another little piece of your heart to be staked out by a new little angel, who is totally devoted to you and desperately wanting to be your "new little boy"....