Thank you everyone for your prayers and help with Macie. I know deep down it was for the best. She was so sick. The doctors even agreed.
It hurts so much though. I really feel like Im dying inside. Ive never lost a pet before, so Im not sure how to deal with all this.
I live alone and I work from home so I dont have much to keep me busy. Macie always kept me busy.
Part of me wants to look for another Yorkie, but I know its early. I guess I'll just have to find something to pass my time. I know Im not ready to clean up her puppy room yet. I dont even wanna pick up her poop from this morning.