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Originally Posted by chachi  You should see it it is amazing how life like it was. I know it is freaky though |
When the last post came up about it, I was talking to my hubby about it, about when we lose Mags and having this done. He said the choice was mine, it wasn't something he wanted to do, but if it's what I wanted, then that's what we'd do. I don't know what would be harder, never being able to see her or touch her and hold her and smell her again until I get to heaven, or having this done to her and her just sitting there, not being the Mags she's been to me since her first lil paw paw stepped into my heart and world. I know I'd love to wrap my arms around our Isaiah (boxer) right now and just hold him, but I'm kinda thinkin in the end, if I had it done, it would hurt more and I would be so upset with myself for having had it done to her. I'm thinking her ashes will have to be enough until God calls me home and I can be with her again.