[Lovetodream88]

They are talking about the breaks you took because most people would just walk away from the computer and not post the message until they could come back and finish typing it that's all. Most people will not remember after a year what you posted a year ago. I am sorry you feel you have to leave. There are people in the world who don't always say what we want to hear or come off as mean and uncaring and its just best to ignore that no matter how hard and just try to focus on all of the nice and caring people who tried to help you. Again I am sorry for your loss.