Mia, I wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear about your little Tinkerbell.  We lost our Kelli on November 25th and I thought my heart would break without her.  It did for a while and still does at times, but on January 7th we brought Isabella home.  
 
I still miss Kelli.  I still want to kiss her, and hold her, and love on her.  I can still hear her feet clicking across the floor, her tags jingling, and her sweet bark.  I still talk to her (and in fact, one of the first things I did when we brought Bella into the house was show her Kelli's picture and I said, "Isabella, look, it's your big sister!  She's your angel now baby, she'll always watch over you." and I believe that.  Kel will always be a part of our family, just as Tinkerbell will always be a part of yours.  I hope that you're able to bring a new baby into your home soon because you will not believe the immense weight it takes off your heart.  Nothing and no one can replace your Tinkerbell, but you have alot of love in your heart to give a new baby when you're ready to. 
You and your family will be in my thoughts.  RIP little Tinkerbell. 
