Your post about Jack got me so emotional (at work...) that I had to step away and come back after I composed myself (God, I'm a loose cannon...) but, now I just wanted to say...how deeply touched I was to read your memories of Jack.
Thank you for sharing them and I hope you find peace very soon...
ps...Looking at Jack, he reminds me of my Pheebs and the thought of some day not having her...oh, I can't think about that!