All I can say is the pain will lessen over time. Lost my Mom almost 4 years ago so I understand. It is ok to be happy! !5 years ago I thought I would never smile again, or enjoy life. I do try to enjoy life, friends and family, and know it is good to have fun, but not a day foes by without remembering. We all get depressed. If you feel depressed in another month, see your Doc. There is help. There are also many good support groups. Compassionate Friends helped us with the loss of our daughter, but not until we were ready for the help. |