I am so sorry that you have such pain. I was/am a daddys girl. I miss my dad alot,he passed in 2008 and I was waaaay over 40 so I was blessed to be with him a long time. He was very ill for 5yrs and I only really got to spend time with him when he went to the hospital. He was my one stable parent and aside from mom and 2brothers I didn't have any other family that lived any closer than 1000 miles.
I do miss him,sometimes I go sit on my back porch and think about him and the things that he taught me about life. One life lesson was that you can not live in the past. I have tried to move on. The reason that I help care for my mother is because I promised him that I would.
There are things in my house that belonged to him,even a toy or two from his childhood. These things seem to help.
I hope that your sadness will pass and only the good feelings and memories will fill its place. |