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I have 1 Tattoo before on my hand, a portrait of a red rose, they mean so much for me, what it means to me is that for example roses are really really pretty, but they have sharp thorns you can easily get hurt on, you have to watch out for the ''thorns'' in live and look more on the beautiful and good things in life not just the bad things.
I suffer from really bad depression and have massive suicidal thoughts (they come always every evening , but it helps when I look at my tattoo) and more problems.
I've gone through many difficult things, the one thing that keeps me alive is the thought of that someday I've stop cutting myself from those thorns and things really start out good and I'll be happy and look more at the beautiful and good things.
I'm not some stupid teen that gets a tattoo drunk, I'm a 17 year old teenager that has never touched alcohol and will probably not to it at least not soon, with my rose tattoo I thought it out for at least 3 years, I wont regret it it has so much meaning to me.
Fido means really much to me, he has been my dog for a 2 and a half year now.
He's saved me from my depression, not completely saved me as I'm still depressed but he has helped me more than words can say !
He's the reason why I'm alive, I could NEVER kill myself knowing that he would be alone without me, he would probably go completely berserk without me ! I am the one who walks him, feeds him, watches out that he doesn't just run out the door when its open and I take care for him always, I buy his food, I groom him and bathe him and watch out he's always clean and healthy.
He's so attached to me, when I'm not home he pees all over the place and poops and barks until I come home, if I'm not around and somebody scolds him he growls, sometimes but really he would never bite he just growls thank god but he's a dog that NEVER growls or shows his teeth unless he's really really afraid of something.
Fido is just a little thing I love more than anything in the world (well my boyfriend and my brother are also the ones I love more than anything, 3 persons on that list), he's the reason why I wake up in the mornings ! He's the reason why I wont cut my wrists.
Ohhhh I look like I'm such a fool, this dog just means so much to me that's why I want him tattooed on me, it would mean much to me..
Since I got him I have exercised much more I walk about 2 hours a day and jog in the evenings (I'm about 10-15 kg. to fat, im trying to loose wheight) , ive lost 2-3 kilos (5 pounds) in the last week or so and I hope I keep loosing wheight!
Many people have tattoos of dogs, but most of them tattoo a dead dog on them , why a dead dog? why?