I love my job, but I'm so tired it's not even funny. I'm tired all the time. Any rest I get just never seems to be enough. My schedule is always wonky. 12 days on, one day off, 9 days on 1 day off. 4 on 1 off, 5 on. And so on and so on. A closing shift, and then an opening shift the next day. I'm always asked to stay a half hour longer, an hour longer. I never leave when my shift is over, it's always longer. I get called in on my days off, I'm always asked to switch shifts. They thank me for my hard work and that's awesome, but I need a break!
I know I shouldn't be complaining, because there are people who don't have or can't find work and there are far worse things happening in the world right now. I just don't have time for anything, I have no life. I have no time to spend with my family or friends. I have no time to spend with my furbabies. I plan things for my days off, because it's my day off. So thats when I have to do my shopping or go to appointments. I thought I was having a heart attack about two weeks ago, it was a panic attack. I have never experienced a panic attack ever, sure scared me. I'm just so, so tired.
Sorry for my bad sentence, paragraph structure and spelling and my rant. I needed to get it out. Thank you. I have talked about it at work, about how tired I am and my crazy schedule changes and everything. They just look at me like, what you complaining about. As I said I like working, I'm happy to work and I love my job, just tired. I think I'm cranky tonight.