It's hard being a parent and having your kids be hurtful. I know what your going thru. I have 2 girls and when my husband left me my oldest daughter was angry with me. We have not had a relationship for the past 4 years. I rarely see her. It does hurt alot and the only thing that keeps me going is praying for her and for God to change her heart. One of my brother's did his own thing for 19 1/2 years and I would see day after day my parents praying for him. He finally turned around and wow what an awesome 3 years with him it has been. That gives me hope for my daughter. Never stop loving, always pray for them and never lose hope!! My youngest daughter planned a lunch with me and we spent the day together. I was very touched by her thoughtfulness and hurting as well missing my other daughter. Hang in there!