I just lost my little Cricket in Nov. I understand how you feel. I don't know your husband's reasons for not wanting to keep one; however, I know there is a hole in your soul that just aches for a little one to hold and connect with, plus it is a piece of Georgia. My grief and pain did not start to diminish until I had another little girl in my arms. I think it's a mother's ache...maybe the guys can't understand so much.
I would try to explain it to him. I actually became physically ill after Cricket passed. Now my husband attributed it to the fact that I have no two-legged children and cannot, but it sounds like you are feeling that mommy ache for your child, Georgia. Maybe if he could read some of our posts and understand how mommies constantly ache for that lost child he would better understand. |