[BonBon]

Originally Posted by Ellie May

I'm so sorry about your little boy.

It's okay to not be present. Not everybody can handle being there and it is okay. Remember, just because most people on YT are present doesn't mean you need to be. It's a very personal decision and nothing you should feel forced into. Ultimately, you should do what you think is best. If you choose to leave, yes, there could be some regret later. However, if you choose to stay and already know you can't handle it, that isn't healthy for you. There is no reason to feel guilty if this is something you can't watch.

It is over with quickly and it's almost always a very peaceful time. It's the most special gift you could ever give him - no more suffering. Don't let anybody pressure you into being present. It's your choice.

Perfectly said.

I'm so sorry you're facing this difficult time. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.