I am so sorry for your loss. This is more than the loss of a parent, this may seem like a loss of identity. I'm sure this will be temporary though. You sound like such a strong person and I'm sure after a time of rest and grieving you will find all kinds of things to fill your time. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
__________________ “Petting, scratching, and cuddling a dog could be as soothing to the mind and heart as deep meditation and almost as good for the soul as prayer.” ― Dean Koontz |