Lila, I am so happy that the funeral was a nice tribute to your mom. Being surrounded by friends and family at such a time does lift you up.
Nothing in life prepares us for grieving, and I hope you will seek a grief counseling group, or counseling from a pastor if you have one (hospice can refer you to one). They can help you thru this very hard time, as you get ready to discover your own life.
Start a journal where you can "talk" to your mom, and know that she will hear you.
Hugs to you. |