This is so heartbreaking, and I'm so sorry that both of you have experienced this.  It is my hope that, even though this is still scary for Beemer, all of the love and care that he has gotten from you in trying to help him will have made him more confident and feel more loved in every other situation. Both Kiwi and Jolie, two of my little ones, experienced something traumatic and that was my experience with them.   You are such a loving and dedicated parent, and Beemer and Sadie are lucky babies.  I really hope that Beemer is able to overcome his fear, and I will be thinking about both of you.  I truly believe that, with you as his mom, that he will be able to overcome anything.     |