OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I am just reading this. I have a terrible lump in my stomach. What devistating news. You must be crushed. Sooooooo sorry to hear you lost your beloved Zach. I do believe he is with little Stormy. Now it was his turn to keep her company and play with her. He knows your girls are going to be just fine with you. Stormy needed him now. I think of Stormy quite often and she is always in my prayers. Please don't beat yourself up about this. Accidents happen. If were your child would you say you are not worthy and give her up for adoption??? I don't think so. Stay strong. Your girls need you right  now. Everything will be ok. 
I will keep you and your family in my prayers. 
