I'm sorry you feel that way. I wish you and your little girl all the luck in the world. I wish you would stay as YT is just a taste of the real life. I see drama at work every day but I choose to ignore it for the sake of the job that I do. You can always have this thread closed, take a break from YT and come back at a later date to focus on the fun parts.
YT is what you make of it. If you focus on the negative, negative is all you will get from it.