Thanks everyone, you all have been so nice. I needed a pep talk today as I was feeling a bit axious. I do have many more years to go. I'm healthy, have 4 amazing kids, 4 cute fur-butts, and a great husband. My youngest is only 12 so I feel like my "babies"
still need me around. It's coming whether I like it or not so I have a choice. I can either be miserable or be happy. I choose... happy
I think I am really just missing my parents who are now deceased. My dad, who just passed in 2009 would call me and sing me the whole birthday song. I know they would be proud of me. Just feeling gloomy I guess.
But you guys are the best. Thanks!!