I will be there to hold her. I am just scared I am making the wrong decision, I don't think I have convinced myself that it is really as bad as it is. I can't help but thinking that it may get better...but the way she is breathing...it is bad, and it is constant, there are no "fits", it is just there, that wheezing noise... I don't want to put her down tomorrow...how ironic the day she entered the world she should leave it.
