[y0rkieL0ver]

ok, i feel really stupid in the first place, so please noone yell at me- i just found out today that the breeder of the puppy im picking up on friday, is on that suspension list. i am honestly freaking out- i havent met him yet, but i've already fallen in love with him. i've been advised to call the breeder and ask her for what reasons shes been suspended, which i want to do, but i havent got the balls to. also, she found out for me that the she is also on the USDA too. im assuming this means she is a puppymill now, and im soooo scared. i wish i had checked this list before, but im fairly new to YT. not a good excuse, but i seriously looked high and low for a breeder in my area, and when i found Laura i thought i struck gold- she answered all my questions, asked me TONs of questions, returned my calls, emails, everything. Now, im not so sure i want to work with her, but i dont want to not get my new baby. im just in complete shock right now. i feel so dumb for not looking into my breeder more carefully- all i had to do was google her name!! what do you all recommend i do??? and be honest. [just dont yell at me : /]