I saw a man with a little Yorkie today and it brought back so many memories of my baby Oscar. It's been almost 5 months since we put him to sleep and I am still so sad when I think of him. I heard a song the other day that I used to sing to him and dance with him to and I balled like a baby. (It sounds cheesey but the song was True Blue by Madonna) I used to pick him up and dance around the room singing it to him. So when I heard it all of those memories came rushing back and I got so sad. I miss him so much and I know the pain will go away, it's just still so hard. Just needed to vent a little, I know so many others on here have dealt with loss and can understand how I feel.