I did start this depressing thread, but having lost so many people I loved dearly very unexpectedly, I can't help but think.. what if? I spoke about it to my BF today and he got quite upset with me, and told me that is not something I should be thinking about, let alone worrying about. He does not understand. I know a few people on here I would give my boys to and know in my heart they would be loved and cared for...I won't mention any names..maybe I will stipulate those people be contacted if ever the need arises ( hopefully never ) I'm sure you're all thinking " Please don't let it be me!!"
