thank you all so much for your continued good wishes!!
Jodi - I know you are right about the pain meds. I just hate it sooo much haha. He gave me something a little less strong, so hopefully it won't make me sick this time. and thank you
Hugs!
Unfortunately, there was a pretty nasty setback yesterday. I started coughing up blood, which I thought was just the scabs coming off. But I went to my ENT who was very upset about it and tried to re-cauterize it in his office. He spent somewhere around an hour doing that. It was without a doubt the most painful, torturous thing I've *ever* had done to me. I wanted to die, seriously. When he was done (finally) it worked for about 15 minutes, and then I started bleeding again 10X worse. So I was taken off to the hospital and had some emergency surgery. Today I came home and I am feeling SO much better. I'm on bed rest for a week, which I'd normally complain about, but that scared the crap (to put it lightly
) out of me. I know it's my fault because I pushed it too hard. I was feeling good so I wasn't giving it time to heal. I don't want that to happen again (AT ALL haha) so I'm going to behave this time.
It was the scariest thing I've ever gone through. I thought I was going to die. it was disgusting. BUT the doc is a good man and he saved me, so now I'm home taking it easy and praying that it's all good this time!!
Love to all