[lisaly]

Originally Posted by furbutt

Oh gosh you have a way with words that makes me sob its so beautiful how you put things! Thank you so much i ts weird because i wont mention him to anyone and no one will mention him to me but yet i have started talking to him to you and i dunno its kinda helped alittle to maybe let go of the anger i have about it all, i guess i was more angry he had gone and upset. I also think Poppy must htink i am a pest the amount i pester her when i think she is in danger or has stopped breathing or even when she has puppy dreams i wake her up as i am scared haha! Is it ok if i PM you? xxx

I am very touched by what you just wrote, and it means a lot to me. I started writing to you because I understand the pain you feel and hate to see anyone be in physical or mental pain. I wanted to be able to help someone when I've been having a hard time helping myself. I need to try to stay strong, because it is so painful for my husband too, and he needs me. I'm just barely holding things together, and people say that all the time that I'm strong, but I'm really not. I'm just trying to stay strong enough so that I can be there for the people who need me. As I've continued writing, it dawned on me not long ago that, in trying to help you, you are now helping me. Thank you so much for that. I'd be honored for you to PM me.