[lisaly]

Originally Posted by furbutt

Thank you all so much. You all are so so kind. I try not to think or remeber him because it is to painful and thats why i couldnt even bring myself to tell everyone on here about whats happened because it was just to upseting, sounds horrible but i didnt want to be someone who had lost their little yorkie. Its just broke my heart so much.

Poppy is such a little bungle of life haha! She makes me smile and laugh and i cant stop fussing over her. I wake up like 7 times during the night just making sure she is still breathing i get so scared she is going to pass away. She is a stong little fighter tho. Shes asleep on my neck right now She has made me really happy xxxx

Thank you all for your kind words xxx

You don't ever need to talk about him if you don't want to. Just know that if you ever decide you need our help, we will be here for you. I related to the waking up during the night to check to see if Poppy is breathing part. With me, it was more like staying up all night to check on Ashley and also just to stare at her sleeping so peacefully. Ashley must have thought I was a big pest always checking on her, but she was so good natured and it probably felt like someone lovingly reassuring her when I touched her to check her breathing. I can't tell you the wonder I'd feel watching her do the same things she did every day. like flailing her arms like a baby and reaching out to me to get me to pick her up when my husband was holding her and she thought we'd be going for a walk or on an adventure. It was like a new thing to me, and my heart would melt each time. Ashley was pretty healthy, so it was my fear about her advancing age that made me more apprehensive. I always worried about her, even when she was little, because she was my baby. You are doing such a wonderful job with Poppy, and you are a great mommy. You also have Yorkie Talk guardian angels looking out for Poppy and she has her aunts who are pulling for the two of you. I knew how scared you were when you realized she was so young, which was certainly understandable. I now know you must have been completely terrified, but you lovingly and selflessly did what needed to be done to keep her alive and healthy. It makes me so happy that Poppy is bringing joy and laughter into your life. The two of you are going to have a wonderful life together. My husband and I are looking forward to the day when we can bring our little "Poppy" into our lives. Ashley and her sisters will be no less loved, and we will miss each of them just as much. They will always be a huge part of our hearts, but we learned from both of our mothers and our babies about unconditional love and how wonderful it is to love with a completely open heart. It's funny coming from me because I am a worrier about the people and animals that I love, but try to stop worrying if you can, and just enjoy the wonder of Poppy. Cherish each day with her, and keep laughing and enjoying your time with her. It seems like you have a little angel also.