Sorry
I had very tragic story too. It was a long time ago. I was pregnant when I lost my dog. I was crying no stop too

. For a long time. Everybody was worried because of my pregnancy. Some idiots told me :" how you can cry because of the dog

"
but you know what...? No offense please.
I don't understand absolutely how some doctors give medication SO EASILY.
in MY opinion, people who take medication in ANY case ARE stupid.
yes, I understand that this situation is not easy. Yes, I understand how she feels (like I told, I was in the same situation). and Yes, I understand you try to do best for her.
I didn't take any medication and NEVER regret about it.
I don't have an addiction to any dangerous pills like Zoloft or Prosac or something else. Actually, everybody knows those things are NOT healthy for you.
Believe me, she will be fine WITHOUT those stupid pills. I know this for sure.
But I do agree with you that some people absolutely don't understand how close our dogs to us... like children....