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Originally Posted by maybeiloveyou 
You can definitely visit him on weekends or whenever you have free time during the day. I know it's really tough, I am starting grad school too this fall and will have to be apart from my dog because I just don't see myself having the time to tend to her 24/7.  |
Thank you ALL for your concern and advice. These last few days have been rough for me. I have been thinking about how I won't have Emmett constantly by my side... and I've been randomly bursting into tears. Two nights ago I even woke myself because I was crying about it in my dreams.
Today after giving Emmett a bath I cried in front of my mom. Big mistake. She yelled at me, actually yelled at me for crying. She accused me of trying to make her feel guilty. Then she made me feel worse talking about how she's cried over me leaving and she was starting to guilt trip me about moving.
Emmett is MINE after all, I can cry if I want to. I guess no one around me really understands how I feel. Emmett is my BABY, and even if I get to have hime some weekends it just won't be the same.
Now I'm crying again.
Sorry for being a downer guys.