robbie- all i can say is thank you for sharing this with us in this difficult time in your life. i cannot even begin to say how sorry i am that you lost your precious babygirl. while you can sit there and say you should've done this and that, you cannot dwell because what is done is done and now you have to focus on those precious little ones that are left behind. i agree with whoever it was that said you should keep one Rios puppies for yourself. it will help with the grieving, i think. god i wish i could something to make your pain go away, but i know words cannot soothe the ache in your heart<3<3 i send you hearts, kisses, hugs and prayers that you may find some happiness. please dont blame urself anymore than you already have. you have been blessed with two litters of beautiful babies, and courtney who is your saving grace. best of luck coping with this horrible loss. <3<3 much love